..sonnet 116..

let me not to the marriage of true minds
admit impediments. love is not love
which alters when it alteration finds,
or bends with the remover to remove:

o no! it is an ever-fixed mark
that looks on tempests and is never shaken;
it is the star to every wandering bark,
whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.

love's not time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks,
within his bending sickle's compass come:
love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
but bear it out even to the edge of doom.

if this be error and upon me be proved,
i never writ, nor no man ever loved.

-william shakespeare

Wednesday, April 23, 2008


yes, that is currently my condition.
my exam results were out last monday,
it didn't turn out the way i expected it to be,
it was worse.
my brother consoled me by saying "it's not the end of the world",
i nodded,
but deep down inside,
i felt like i was "at world's end".
something within me died that night,
but i can't figure what,
the same feeling i had when i was hurt!!
i was blank for a while,
didn't talk a lot,
didn't move a lot,
didn't think a lot,
but my mind was wandering,
wonder where it went.
i know in a situation like this,
one should bounce back from one's misery,
but somehow,
i kinda lost the will to do so.

at the moment,
i am picking my pieces one at a time,
slowly.. but surely to be whole again.

i keep saying to myself,
things will get better,
i just need to work harder ( i thought i did ),
for i don't know what the future holds for me.

god bless!!
-guidance, over and out