..sonnet 116..

let me not to the marriage of true minds
admit impediments. love is not love
which alters when it alteration finds,
or bends with the remover to remove:

o no! it is an ever-fixed mark
that looks on tempests and is never shaken;
it is the star to every wandering bark,
whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.

love's not time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks,
within his bending sickle's compass come:
love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
but bear it out even to the edge of doom.

if this be error and upon me be proved,
i never writ, nor no man ever loved.

-william shakespeare

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

..my state of mind..

this piece of writing is dedicated to my beloved brother;izu, my seven heavens;ina, sue, elle, kakcik, amir, and baby, (there are only 6 because i am the 7th), ayat, mas and kak fynn - these people have inspired me to write, thus, keeping this blog alive. thank you guyz!!

where do i begin..?
frankly speaking,
i am not the kind who shares what goes on my mind with everybody,
i choose to whom i voice everything,
and this is clearly why people like me,
or precisely me,
do not have a blog,
or friendster,
or myspace,
or whatever do people have nowadays,
maybe because i am a secretive person,
maybe because i lead a normal life,
i have nothing interesting to share with others..
but i guess that is about to change,
starting 2008,
i am going to be a new irda,
i will try to be less complicated (please pray this happens),
more "let go, let flow" kinda person,
less caring person (trust me, it's for the best),
i care too much before that i ended up having my heart broken over and over again!!
and i am going to keep this blog (it's a huge step for me, those who understand me know why is it so..),
in what form i am going to post my state of mind is still undecided,
i wish i could write beautiful poetry like kak fynn, like mas,
or write critically like my seven heavens,
or write freely like my izu and ayat,
i do not know yet..
one thing for sure,
i will write from the heart,
and there,
stand my conclusion.

god bless!!
-guidance, over and out